I...

I died ... God knows what a nightmare it cost me! If not for my inner will, I would go crazy. But I just died.
...Waning sunset furious and bloody. Night fell, and painfully bright star Antares silvered sky, eclipsing the light of the full moon. I have not yet attributed to the chapel for the funeral, when I suddenly ponila that the strength of the magic and dark as night, I acquired in infancy is not lost, but instead found a new, more formidable force. She chained me to the world of the living, at the same time giving the power over others. I could not just walk away in death, while at the same time on both sides of reality. So, not having lived before the age of Christ, I was resurrected on the first day, but in a different way. Night, Shadow and crypt became my refuge. It is not true that it was someone else's pain is supportive of my immortality. The truth is that it allows me to live more fully and realistically, without fear in the mirror of life. Otherwise, my reflection would be too colorless and miserable. The weakness is not any good ..!
...I do not like the day ... I am not afraid of night ... Of course, the sun can not kill me, but I do not like bright light of day! And ordinary people do not like when they send sunbeams in the eye. Blinding Light to all distasteful. My usual time - Overnight as your - Day. The sun blinded me and can cause quite severe migraine. Fortunately with the artificial light is not the case, even with fire.
And now, Star Night and brought me back to life. I heard voices - snatches of other people's thoughts, which I read when I want to. I am filled with disgust when I immerse myself in their subconscious. How much dirt is contained in their hearts and minds. Give them a little, but the power that corresponds to their worthless mind and will, in return for the existence of the conviction on the floor between sleeping and waking - means to destroy not only them, but also many others. May God or the Devil will understand with their souls. I am neither one nor the other. My new life often seemed to me a terrible and senseless. The strange existence between heaven and earth has a lot of discomfort. But that was life. And I always loved to live!
Time passed, I discovered a lot of new, beautiful or hideous. I took control of my life. I made new friends. New hobbies. I went back to the people who lived and looking for love ... sometimes it seemed to me that I found it, at least I was not bored. I could find the death. But how could I be dead ..? ... Farewell, my dear! While you sleep, I am writing a farewell letter. I would like you to be a little understood me. However, it does not matter ... Your wife seems to have learned about us. I do not like unnecessary pain and death, and know how to appreciate life - although it is such a trifle! Therefore, we have not see each other again ...
Sorry dear, that hurts you. It will pass. I just wanted to know that you love me. Strange sentimentality ...
My feelings for you have not changed, and I would like to leave you these little "notes", Scribbled in haste, as the particle itself. Hardly ever, someone I will tell more. Although times have changed, and is changing lives ...
Goodbye!.....

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